nAz_pErAdO

2005-01-09T15:15:00.000+08:00

i'v been at home from mornin n i feel so bored ryte now..been sittin infront of da comp frm the past few hours,chattin, blog hoppin, edittin ma blog, at fwenster...n now posting entries..i'm so hungry..i'v eaten nasi lemak dis mornin n i'm still hungry now.. hMmpPhh.. yEah! i download aload of songs from Ares just now! i'v got oll da songs i want! lyk kArMA, rUmoRS n lot2 more! hurhur.. gonna burn dha songs to an empty cd soon... so, i can hear dha song wheneva i wan! woohOo! hMm,der will b aload of dance practises frm tuesdae onwards.. it is for dha 2005 syf preparation..its lyk 2 tymes a week..gOSh..my schedules are tight this 3 months... yesterdae hamzah performed at NUS wit d other dancers if i'm not wrong.. B.A.D were olso there..it is frm 11-2pm.. but i fergEt sia!! DAMn! tSk...nemind lar..

bout yesterdae's soccer match, the s'POrE vs iNdON,i'm so proud of u SINGAPORE! woohoo!! i'v got new scandal! khAIRul AMRi..!! kHAkhA! eh,his face pimply sia actuallie..i saw his pic in newspaper...not as good looking as my darling, iNdRA shAHdAN! woOhOo...!! haha *shIOk sENdiRi* alam shah not playin for 2nd leg seyy...dunt noe if s'pore can win.. watteva it iS, gO siNgApoRE! woOhOo~! k arz, wanna grab some food in dha kitchen... bubboi! take cre yah!

2005-01-08T17:35:00.000+08:00

fiNAlLiE..!! i'VE got the skin changed..ahakZ! hmm..misshh visiting mah bloggie loads man! khakha! hm..lets tok bout yesterdae.. i'v got mah ncc trainin yesterdae.. the trainin waz okay as usual..i dunt noe dat i must bring pT kiT that are mah sch shoes, pe shorts n da hornet tshirt.. so i wore half-U ytd wit some of d oderz.. syu brought hers'.. den bcoz me n shakira did nt bring, she osho neva wear PT kit..we were supposed to hav our PT yesterdae.. coz loads of ppl neva wear PT kit, we end up playin games... ma grp plays captain ball..but da game waz so boorinG!! its lyk sOMe of da part Bs,part Cs n part Ds playin by themselVEZ..me n shakira onie standin der feelin so bored..i wasnt in mood to plae captain ball ytd..hMpHhS..n our drilling waz damn farkin merepekZ! coz the ppl infront of mie dunt even noe wad kiri n kanan are..afta about 1 yr of training??? gOSHh! some of 'em didnt cum fer ytd's training..dey went for da sec 1 cmp.. da cca leaders thingey ya noe.. our best timers lyk farid n choon tat wernt der... so, da beloS take over..hurhur!

dEn just now went to eat at west coast wit ma fam excludin ma eldest bro coz he needs to werk..bought some fishes to put at da fish tank..wOohOo..! i shared money wit mah younger bro to buy more! hurhur..nyce sia.. der's aload of bABy fiSHEs at da tank in ma bro's room that were just born on 28 dec 04..hehe..i remmber da date yah noe..ahakz.. it takes place at ma bro's room..vewi cute..vewi small..wOOhHoo! k larhz, mah bro wanna use da comp...ma comp is damn farkin slo...so i use his comp to do evwitin..hurhur! khakha! btW remmber todae!! siNgApoRE vs iNdONEsiA! live~! channel 5..8.40pm yah! bye! wanna fly to indonesia to watch da match real live! khakha! bubboi!

2004-12-28T14:58:00.000+08:00

hArlOo..long tym neva update ma blog yah! soWIE oteh...ma computer hav been crazee oll dis daez n i'v been bz..mwahaha..hmM..school will reopen soon..*dAMn* i'v not yet buy ma school bag..or mayb just use last yr's bag..mosts of ma school books are out of stock n i need to look fer it at some other places..mayb popular book stores...layzee sia.. feelin daMn sleepy ryte now..just came beck frm sch...folo ma bro, lim n fadz buy their books.. then i osho wanna take ma books i ordered..i ordered 14 books but i onie get 6 books?? fark ryte... gRrrRR.....den yesterdae went to watch soccer at dunearn..went to plaza... borringg sia......k arz, bubboi........................

2004-12-02T17:30:00.002+08:00

arlOoo...hM,went for da spore idol showdown yesterdae..voted for SylVEstER!! but wad actually happened waz...taufik won..sooo dissapointed...hAiyO..me n 2 of ma cuzzins went der yesterdae..we dunt hav tickets actuallie..hopin there wil be tickets given out by daniel ong..but he's such a liar!! he also said that there will be a big screen! but DUNt hAV!!!! sucker! there were a huge crowd outside s'pore indoor stadium at da red carpet dere..gOSh~ i waz damn mad at that moment sia..then he olso said he will be goin in to ask the producer if he will let "US" in n will be out in 5 minutes..but wad happen waz..the security guards just halau us liddat!! faRk rYtE??!!!?? we ended up sittin at the stairs..then Otelli Edwards olso walked pass there..she said she voted for taufik!! gosShHh!!!! lotsa ppl voted fer taufik seyy..hMm... then...me n ma cuzzins were soooo lucky....!! that this laydee gave us three tickets!! hahahaha...we were damn happy sia!! its okay that taufik won..mayb there wil be 2nd sylvester nex yr?? haha...whu knows.. but at least i had fun dere..mWAhHahA! my room got lotsa sYlVEstER'S pOStERS n stuffs liddat...hahahaha...ma mom said i'm a stoopid malay girl that votes for sylvester.. haha **wHU cARES..** then ma bro neva stop teasing me...hAiyO.. ANihOEs.. cONgRAtS tAUfiK!! **AsS!!** :)

2004-12-02T17:30:00.001+08:00

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2004-11-23T13:24:00.000+08:00

ARloZz...beck again..hMMpHh...fergot to update yesterdae..mwahaha..yesterdae,went to ma aunties hous at bukit panjang and bukit batok...waz dam tired yesterdae..dunt noe y.. some of ma fwenz came to ma hous osho..samirah,nadia,mas,shallyne n farhanah..then evening...hidayah, amalina n rizal came..mish dem loads!! long tym neva see dem.. hehekz..mayb thursdae goin out, jln raye wit ma unity fwens...pan, zaf oll dat... lamer tak nmpk dorg..rindu seyy...hehe.. nemind...sooner or layta, jumpe juak syg2 aku tu..ahaha... haiyo..havent prepaRE fer da cytosine nyte thingey..wanna wear wad sia.. hMmPh..then yesterdae i tot dun hav ncc..suddenli farid asked me y i neva go fer ncc.. fuck sia...wad to answer to mr fan if he ask me ehk...mampos lar! woohoo... now,its tym to enjoy..!! mwahhha...gRRrR....so bored...suddenli hussain sms me sae wanna come to ma hous..haha...tibe2 sial...haiyo..k ar, gotta go now..adios!!

2004-11-21T22:30:00.000+08:00

hElOoo...long tym neva update...sumtyn wrong wit da com..hMmpHh,hari raya ish so fun!! havent go out wit ma unity fwens..went wit ma primawy skewl fwens n the fajarians.. mayb goin out wit ma unity fwens on thursdae..hehekz...hm...now,ma hous ish crowded wit ma cuzzins oll..eISsHh...so tired...ma hp kene angkat wit ma futha again..mwahahaha...haha coz i came beck late date dae...reach home ard 12.15 am liddat...[jln raye]..haisHh..then yesterdae jln raye osho...wit ma sedareS! haha ...came beck late again...ard 3 am...mwahaha...but it waz damn fun! tired of cosh...okiesh..gotta go now..wanna help ma momma in da kitchen...CAmAt yAyER tO oLl dA pPl oUt dER! nYTey nYTEz..tAKE cARe~

2004-10-31T22:01:00.000+08:00

AWlOo...just came beck from lot 1,kfc...break fast there wit ma mom n brother...coz ma futha n bros are not at hoome..ma futha n second bro go to jb wit ma uncle...then ma first futha go to werk...so,we go to lot 1's kfc n eat..sooo full afta that..then eat hot fudge sundae...hehex..terserempak wit fakhirah, asyraf n da family...tgh shoppin utk raye gaknyer..hehex! drop by levi's shop at seiyu just now..find the jeans soo nyce..but X sey..ard $109...$139.. shEeEsh..k arz..shooo sleepy..bABy bOo........

2004-10-30T14:45:00.000+08:00

hMmpHh..goin out to town wit mah familie todae i guess..then break fast outside..whEe.. i'm feelin damn hungry ryte now..*EiSsHh* den summore got dis crazEe POMPUAN, bobual *bIRdiE2* at ma tagboard..hEy pOmpUAn 'NCC', lau tak puas hati,jumpe depan2... dah tu tanak tules namer betol...tak de *pUki* per..huH? *hAISsHh* for ur information, u r not welcome here oaitez..(@_@)or u r lost sumwhere then tersesat kat cni?? nemind..i'll help u find ur wae home...n the place ish at IMH..that ish the best place for u 'POMPUAN'! as if i dunt noe whu u r..tak pasal ar aku ade rank ke tk..kau nyer rank byk high per... *hAhAX!* baru sec 2 byk ckp...i dunt noe y..mostly the sec 2s yg over2..byk ckp.. *yG lAEn tU jGn tERAse eHk..* i'V got some words fer u pOMpUAn, *tO hElL wIt u!* sae wadever u wanna sae..i dunt care...*bLUEk!* n remember,u r not welcome here.. oKIESh...bUbOi...~!

2004-10-28T20:54:00.000+08:00

hARlo..finallie..no more exams...phew! now, i must worry but the results..sHit! nemind..no more school..no need to see rashidah's face animore! whEeE! hMm..ma bloggie..the skin ish not so nyce ar..think if changing it again when i'm free..haiSsSh..just now, the reflection paper ends at 0830..then i tot can straight awae go home..but got assembly..hAIzzZ..mr nathan toks alot seyy..end ard 10.30..rohani brought her digital camera to sch just now...then fitri took our piKchas oll..quite nice lar..but ma pimples buat spoil..*EiSShH** i find it so interesting to hav a digital camera! wOw..take da pixs in da mownin..then,ani send da pixs to me just now..bez seyy.. den..afta sch..lek2 gan zaf,pan,elle n syahril jap...men poker cards at senior citizens corner..hahakZ! kecoh seyy..then i hurt maself just now..then jln tempang2..ahaha...but okay oredy arz...then when we wanna go off oredi,faris n aisyah came..faris, zaf n elle went home..so me, pan n aisyah went to cck centre to buy ma futha's season parking thingey...then reach home ard 4 liddat.. so borwing seyy..ma parents go terawih.. ma bros ish not at home..dunt noe go where...n i'm at home wit ma younger brother that ish so irritating! hAizZ..oll he care ish about cartoons n computer games..*tak gune nye budak..menyebok jer..* hAiZzZ..i think,thats oll fer now..happi holidaes unitians.. *gOnNA miSsHh yA pPl AlOt!* mwAhAha....

2004-10-26T20:11:00.000+08:00

hMpPh...ArloZ..kind bz doin ma prep werk fer art exam tomolo...went to lot 1 to do it wit zaf n pan...but still habent pinish..haishh....the maths paper just now waz damn difficult..i left some of the questions blank..gOSh! den tomolo got da art exam..but i dunt noe wad to do for the final work...haish... still got a lot to do actuallie... we were given 3 wks to do the prep werk...but i did nuthin... i'v got no idea wad to do.. otAk blANk seyy...*SOmEBOdy hELp mIE!!** bOOoSH.. **blank!* then just now..terserempak wit ikhsan...long tym neva see him...so different...but still got da brown eyes..ahaha... nyce..bluek! k arz....gotta go n do da art thingey..acametom..camat ebribodi! muAhH! *wiNkIES*

2004-10-25T17:26:00.000+08:00

hMpPhh...got nuthin to do ryte now...feelin sho *hUNGRyy*.. just now got literature n science paper.. then the teacher waz mdm rasidah..*gOSh* i waz late to sch.. so i wore a pair of pink socks to sch juz now... afta da science ppr,quite a number of girls waz called out n waz lectured by her. *sHEeSH** then she brought up stories...bout i waz caught bout dis n dat... then i olso havta dye ma hair black again... mepek sak tu pompan.. then ma anklet dat i lurpe sho muche waz olso cofiscated! *tENg2..* tomoro gotta face her again..haiZz...tak semangat sak besok nk gi skola... oll bcoz of dat *bONtOt*.. ahahaha.. hMmpHh..still gotta buy black hair dye..waste money seyy...rather use the money to buy sumtyn else.. k ar.. hidop tak slamat ah rasidah! *mati lekas..*

2004-10-19T11:59:00.000+08:00

heloo! long tym neva update ma bloggie...oll becoz of ma sickening bros... *gRrrR* idiot seyy both of 'em...dey'v done sumtyn to da com ..just to prevent me frm usin da internet...fcuk ryte!?? to hell wit them..sickening arse... todae..Ms Kaur didnt come...then we were told to use da com if we want...so..its ma chance to post entry to ma bloggie! *wiNkS* k arz...gtg....bubboi...take care evribodi...good luck fer ya exams kayssHh...

2004-10-11T21:41:00.000+08:00

kinda bz wit revisions...lau tak pass pon,tak tau lar ape nk ckp ehk...k arz..gota go! anityn call or msg me aytez...u can osho leave msges at ma tagboard kayzz...bObBoi!!

2004-10-08T21:47:00.000+08:00

hErloZz...whEe..kiNdA bOREd rYtE nOW..gOt nUtHiN tO dO..jUSt sTARriNg AT diS dUMBiE cOMPuTER..hEhEh..cRAzEE..but i admit..i'm realli crazee todae..ahaha mad! jkin .. foolin.. luffin in sch non stop..ahaha...wanna use da com in sch...cOz we made a lot of noize..that eGg hEAd switched off evritin again...bodo nyer botak..wakakaka...then just now..need to go for da consultation thingy...mepek sakz..me,ain,zaf,elle took the 4.15-4.30 one..then those stoopid guys came late n ma grp needs to start at 4.30..hAIShH.. combined wit hazirah's grp just now..so..faster larh..it started soo late..so havoc lar dat clazz..ahaha..wit da chairs n tables lyin ard in clazz..ahaha! dats ma job..whEe! heheh..then that thingey ends ard 5..zaf forced me to folo her to mAc! tu budak mmg ar.. *gEyAM nYER!* eheheh...den joke2 non-stop..lyk mad gyrls in dis mad werld..woOhOo.. mepek sakz...hAiShH..dunt noe wana folo pan n aisyah to town or not tomolo... lyk lazeE ar... nO $kACHENgS$ no tok..hehehe...haiyo....*wATEvA* k arz...gotta go now! bUbBOi! cHIAOz! nYtE2...

[lAlalA!]

2004-10-07T16:54:00.000+08:00

hArlOz! hmMpH..i've changed ma layoutz...*wOoHoo*..finallie man...heheh.. long tyme neva post ani entries...kinda bz preparing fer muh exams...then dunt noe wad happen to ma com.. cannot get to internet explorer..*hAiShH* crazee ar dat com... haizz.. k arz..bz ryte now...gtg..bye...take care ppl..n..gewd luck fer ya exams!!!

[crAzZeEe]

2004-09-30T21:37:00.000+08:00

wheee!! kinda crazee todae...heheh...not usualli happi ryte...but todae...i feel...different..ahaha! why huh...heheh..but i still got problems as usual..but this tym..dey r small ones..hmmphh...nemind. one dae,it'll b solved.heheh..just now, assembly..the showcase was hApPENiN! betta than da previous one on tuesdae! nO technical problems...heheh...but it ended quite late just now..ard 2.40.. then..afta dat..went lot 1 wit pan and darinah..eat at long john..yUMMY! whEeE! i lOiKe iT! den..went to yElLoW..da new shop.. *pIERCIngS!* **wINkS** hehex! den came beck ard 5.30..if i'm not wrong..hMMPhh..so bored..ma parents n ma younger bro's not at home! at home onli wit ma second bro...helped him type some of he's history thingey...lyk nuthin to do..but actualli tomoro exam seyy.. malay..*bOrINg..* wanna study but...i find malay is sososo bOoORiNg! n now...ma parents are out..so..take this opportunity to use da com oll NYTE! or else...ma mom will neva stop naggin at me..askin me to studee fer ma exams..gOShH! n this blogskins site's goin so damn slow! ma god...i'm gettin so bored..fEd uP! gRrRr...tomoro exam seyy..i'm not readiEe!!! AlArRhH..k arz..wanna go n studee..good luck yar ppl! nyte! take car3...signin outZ..nAz ApPle..

eISHh..

2004-09-29T23:04:00.000+08:00

wAlAu...that hamzah crazee seyy just now..suddenly come in to the AVA room..then started scoldin...*shEEsH* he said..i come for dance practice, as n when i lyk..grr...feel lyk giving a punch on his *bITChy* face..eIIkk..i dunt even noe when's the practice.. they olwaes change the modern dance daes..n i'm so confused...i dunt noe when to come...wad dae..wad tym..luckilie i dunt need to perform on da tues..*wHEW* coz..i'm not in dance attire..ahaha! syuhaila...oso cabot...ahaha! or else..so paisey...makin a fool of ourselves on da stage..yesterdae, afta the showcase..evribody get scolded wit him at the dance studio..hE nagged lyk *nEnEk2* seyy...why m i changing a man..to a woman..? nemind...he's oredi lyk one..ahahaha! but i realli loikkee he's fashion n stuffs..he wears branded stuffs...must be vewi rich i guess...he's perfume..walau..the smell vewi nice... ahaha! no need to praise him so much..no mood coz of him.. *gRrrR* but just now in sch..i was damn crazee seyy..ahaha! *hMm* ma fwens n i just cant stop jokin ard..luffin oll dae long..whheee..! ahaha..! but i feel lyk..ma stomach gonna burst when i luffed too much just now...ahahah! i guess i'm luffin alone here...whee..nemind..i noe that i come frm IMH...its okay...hmM...ma fwen was hospitalized... wanna visit her afta sch tomoro..wit ma fwens oll...i'm notta doctor..so..i cannot do anitin..just to wish u good luck..n get well soon oaite shakira! take care...we misshh u loads...!n u ppl oso take care! good luck fer ya exams kayszz...oUtSz!

hHmMpHh

2004-09-27T22:26:00.000+08:00

kaysh...finalie..i've changed ma layout again..fitri, thnx fer helpin me oaitez..(**,) hm...doin some revision ryte now.. feelin so bored seyy...*SIgH* dunt noe why...oso feelin sad fer some reasons.. *hMmMpPhhH* todae..realli sux..that literature teacher..gEeeE.. sux to da max! sickening seyy her face.. suddenli come in to da class,scold2..goSH! crazeE arsehole.. just get fucked up u bitch!! kaysz,stop tokin bout that ugly laydee..kayzz,just now..reached home ard 6..waited fer pan frm 2-3 coz she'v got geo class..meanwhile...me,suhaiza, zaf,elle,nura n aisyah went to da cyber centre to use da com der..lotSa ppl seyy.. da level 3's lab was not open..so mani ppl go to tha 4th level.. den zaf n suhaiza needs to go fer da v.i.p thingey...walau..until 4.30 liddat seyy...so late.. d oders then go to ut mac der...me n ell go to mINi tOoNS to buy this hp thingey...fetch ma younger bro..n ma lil cuzzie frm religious class..reach home ard 6..haizz..so tired seyy..its onli 10++..n i'm so sleepy..*yAWN*..cannot even open ma eyes... gonna sleep earlie todae i guess...gOShH..ma body's aching...hMpPhH! alarh...tomoro..i hope i dunt need to do the warm up on stage fer da showcase tomolo..paisey sey..go up der..do warm up exercises..then doNE!? eiKKk..so embarrassing..! *pAiSEyY2..* ahaha..k ar..wana continue ma revision...cHIAoS! nyte2,..take care yar ppl..

[[gRrRrr..]]

2004-09-26T20:22:00.000+08:00

hmMmppHh...this layout kinda sux man..err...some of da text at da top..cannot b seen..*eiSHhH* boooring seyy see liddat..it's lyk,...kinda messy..i will look fer a new layout soon i guess... nuyul say she's gonna help me wit this..thank you soO mUCh! u helped me alot..! hhehe...hmmpph...kinda hungry ryte now... i'm oll alone in this hous...ma bro's off to werk..ma parents..bros..went to jb.. soo hungry...soo lonelie..got mani other thing to do but kinda lazie! *hAiZz..* tomoro sch owedie seyy...homewerk still havent been done...n i'm still in front of this computer frm just now...*gRrR* hope they come home wit foods...i'm starving....they were caught in a jam...n i dunt noe wad tym they will reach home..aiyo... tak de semangat seyy nk buat pape...haiizzzz....tomoro SCHOOOOL!!! eeiiikkk..dun feel lyk goin seyy...wateva it is..i still gotta go... kaysshh...bubboi...

brOKEN hARt

2004-09-25T16:01:00.000+08:00

We once were together, but now we are apart.
oh, god, it hurts, I think you broke my heart.
The love I felt for you grew and grew,
but before I knew it- we were through.

This poem is from me to you
because, I always thought you loved me true.
So, I will move on and I will be strong
because my feelings for you, they were so wrong.

When we walked together, hand in hand,
it seemed to me, I ruled the land.
But, now that it's over
I think I need a four leaf clover.

You use to be my light,
you guided me through each and every dark night.
You picked me up when I was down
and now you're gone without a frown.

I love the way you kiss,
now that you're gone, tat I totally miss.
You made me happy when I was sad,
you made me glad when I was mad

I think with that- you can start a fad.

You treated me good,
the way I thought people never would.
You lifted me high,
gave me wings, so I could fly.

Losing you... I thought I'd die,
but that turned out to be a lie
Because, now, I believe
there will be that special guy.

I realize, now,
looking through my beautiful eyes,
There will be that same surprise
waiting to arise.

I miss the way you looked at me
with such sparkle and so much glee,
I wish you felt that same way...
except- only for me.

2004-09-24T14:36:00.000+08:00

hEloz..erm..i'm in sch ryte now..updating ma blog..whyle waiting fer ncc training to start..eiSHh.. so tyred seyy...todae da whole dae will be out..not at home..*haishh* ..coz todae afta ncc...ard 7.30 gotta go to nus for that dance thingy..dunt noe if i'm goin or not..kinda tyred usualli afta ncc..no energy..ahaha...c first ar..if tyred,then no need to go ar..hMmm...i see...now ma tagboard is so peaceful...no gado2 thingy...eheheh..*pEAcE* woohoo....to playboi...jgn bobual merepek bleh??..tules lah sumtyn betta...eheheh..ckp ma blog cantek ker...ur blog burok ker...ahaha jokin...tak der tym seyy nk link dier...nemind...nex yr oso can do oll that..eheheh....hm...just now...the lessons are so boOring...neva listen to the teachers tokin..just doin ma own thingy bhind...sms ppl...disturb ppl...ahaha...that fizadala change our places..then at last...i need to partner wit that selenge darren..haiyo...but at least musrifah and nabil syt behind me...n we ppl dunt stop tokin n jokin ard...neva foget to disturb those belo teachers ahahaha...k ar...gotta go now i guess...ncc trainin gona start soon..bubboi...take care ppl...mWAkKzZ!

kUAng3....

2004-09-23T20:42:00.000+08:00

heloo fwenz! just now...went straight home afta sch..got nowhere to go... haiyo...exam's just ard the corner n i'm even not readi for it..ma gosh... ppl oredi bz revising their werk n i'm olwaes bz on da net..chatting..updating ma blog..heheh...grr...nemind..i noe wad to do bout it...heheh..okiay..wad can i sae bout todae..*bOooOrINgGg!* the assembly todae was damn bullshit! toking bout NEWater...eisshh...dunt wanna noe bout it...*bluek* n that karen kang's students were lyk...toking alone..ahaha! i dunt understand wad dey r tokin about... mcm bdk bodo liddat in front..ahaha...stOopiD ppl...hm...then just now afta da assembly..gotta meet karen kang..wit the other dance troupe members for a short meeting...tot there's no practice yesterdae...then have sia...haiyo...ahaha.. neva go seyy..*gRrR* then she said..oll of us need to perform for da tues n thurs showcase..its on da 28/9 n 30/9 ..then i need to do *warm up* wit some of the others in front of losta ppl!! eIiIEEE!! *pAiSEy2..* but wad to do...i must...hMMmpH...stoopid seyy just doin warm up infront of ppl..AlARhh.. hoWWWWww???? gosh!@#$%^&* k arz..got no more werds to spit out frm ma mouth..!ahaha..gud nyte..take care..wish ya ppl gd luck fer ya exams okiE!

shE wiLl bE lOVEd

2004-09-22T22:06:00.000+08:00

Beauty queen of only eighteen
She had some trouble with herself
He was always there to help her
She always belonged to someone else

I drove for miles and miles
And wound up at your door
I've had you so many times but somehow
I want more

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved

Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I know I tend to get so insecure
It doesn't matter anymore

It's not always rainbows and butterflies
It's compromise that moves us along
My heart is full and my door's always open
You can come anytime you want

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved

I know where you hide
Alone in your car
Know all of the things that make you who you are
I know that goodbye means nothing at all
Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls

Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved

[in the background]
Please don't try so hard to say goodbye
Please don't try so hard to say goodbye

Yeah
[softly]
I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain

Try so hard to say goodbye

wheeee

2004-09-22T22:02:00.000+08:00

helozz! whee...kinda tired todae...came beck quite late..wait for that pan n arie till their tnf end...so late seyy..5.30..gRRrR..out of school..ard 6...then went to mACdONaldS!! bought hamburger n coke.. ahahaha..budget siak..but still hav da werd.. *yUMMYy!!* woohoo...stepped out frm mac ard 7..then saw that harfian at ut control station...*eishh* hate him seyy...motha fucker!! bastard!! tgk org mcm nk makan...hungry, go look for food ar.. eheheh.. *bluek*..nemind..cite lame..haissh..reach home ard 7.45..she's not mad at me..! ahahaha *wHEWw* n now..i'm here at home..doin nothin..wanna revise ma werk..but...seriously..not in mood..ahahaha... so...the best wae is to sit infront of da computer...n just type wateva i want...n wateva that's in ma mind ryte now..wheee...k ar...gtg...lurf ya ppl...take care...mWaAaaHAhHA! bye..*wINKs*

wOohOo!!

2004-09-21T20:46:00.000+08:00

heloo..! todae's fyne...went to zaf's hous just now..wit pan, aisyah, elle and nura..bfore their cheer practice..ran go to 7-eleven to buy some food..we ran lyk crazee garls sia..ahaha.. in da rain sumore...woohoo..! hope i wont fall sick gain..*nOT ANimoRE plZ!!* ahaha..then i bought cup noodles..n chocolate..*dOVE* **yUMmY!!** reach sch again ard 3..take ma bag..then took a 307 bus home..at da bustop..radziah came...then went home wit her!! ahaha long tyme neva go beck...lek2 wit her...ahaha! in da same sch oso...sumtyms da whole dae neva see her.. then go to her hous wit yan..she wanna get change..meet yan's cuzzie..then sit..lek2 at da void deck...at radziah's house der..**blINg2...** 6.30pm oredy...it rained non stop seyy..so i gotta wait till da rain stop...but it neva stop..so how?? just walk in da rain lor..ahaha... walk home... reach ard 6.45..luckily..ma mom wasnt mad at me..ahahaha...haiyo.. :|
eh..ma bro crazee sia...neva lemme use da internet.. luckilie he's not home..n i noe how to plug those stuffs..ahaha... *pikE AKu bOdO pER..* **bluek!!** k ar...gotta go now..wana burn that nabil's cd.. menyusahkan aku jer ni jantan..ahaha...*jgn mara..*wheee...k ar..bubboi..take care ppl....

Missing you..by 1st lady

2004-09-18T15:02:00.000+08:00

Hmmmmm hmmmmm
Oh I'm missin' you
Baby I'm missin' you
Mmm eyyy hmmm
Baby I'm missing you

Things'll never be the same with out you...

What did I do to deserve this
I didn't even get one last kiss, from you
Oh baby God took your love from me
You needed an angel so it seems
I need to feel your hands all over me
I need to feel you kissing me
I need to feel you holding me
I need to feel your touch
Cause I miss your love so much
And I can't keep on living this way
I need you here with me
Why did he take you away, from me

It's hard for me to tell you I love you
As I'm standing over your grave
And I know I'll never hear your voice again
Why did you leave me
Why couldn't you just stay
Because my world is nothing, without you
Now I don't know what to do, with myself

I would've given you anything
Just to make you happy
Just to hear you say, that you love me one last time
I'd go to hell back over and over again
Just to prove to you how much I need you here
There is nothing that I wouldn't do
I'd cry for you
I'd lie for you
And there's no doubt that if I could take your place in heaven
I would die for you, yes I will
I would rather give up my life
Than to see tears in your eyes
I can't stand to see you cry

Cause it's hard for me to tell you I love you
As I'm standing over your grave
And I know I'll never hear your voice again
Why did you leave me
Why couldn't you just stay babe
Because my world is nothing, without you
Now I don't know what to do, with myself

I just don’t know what to do with myself
I can’t stop looking at those pictures on my shelf
Knowing it was just one week ago, stood there and took that picture
There just one thing that I want to know
Why would God want to hurt me so bad
Does He know how much it hurts to be missing you
Baby I’m missing you
Baby I’m missing you

I love you oohh God dammit I love you
Why did he did he take you away from me
Cause I love you so...
I miss you so much baby I just can’t go on baby
Ohhh

helooo

2004-09-18T14:50:00.000+08:00

hie! naz here again...eisshh...boring sia todae...neva go out to aniwhere...*haizz* then onli watch some cds at home...hm...helped ma mom wit some things in da kitchen..then make some instant pancakes in da mornin just now..then suddenly see..the bottle that is supposed to b filled wit honey is empty oredi.. *haiyo* went to the nearest shop to buy a bottle of honey..woke up vewi late just now n ma mom was mad at me..ahaha! *hackcare lor..* wheee! k ar..that's all i gotta sae ryte now...bubboi...take care ppl..*winks*

thE rASmUS-> fIRSt dAE oF mY lyFe

2004-09-17T20:39:00.000+08:00

Feel like I'm stoned
wanna be alone, just for a while, unknown
Weeks on the road a long way from home
just shut off the phone

And you say I'll heal you,
I'll always be yours
and you say I'll kill you if I do something wrong
yeah, yeah, yeah ,yeah, yeah, yeah

Still feels like the first time
to stand here by your side
together regardless
we'll walk through the darkness
Still feels like the first day of my life

Remember the times
together we swore, never give up this life
still hanging on, still going strong
here I belong

And maybe I'm crazy
but I just can't slow down
And maybe I'm crazy
but at least I'm still around
yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

Still feels like the first time
to stand here by your side
together regardless
we'll walk through the darkness
Still feels like the first day of my life

Feels like the first day of my life,
(feels like the first day)
Still feels like the first day of my life

Still feels like the first time
to stand here by your side
together regardless
we'll walk through the darkness
Still feels like the first day of my
still feels like the first day of my
still feels like the first day of my life

tO dA 'bOi'..

2004-09-17T19:27:00.000+08:00

no matter what I do,
no matter what I say,
no matter how I feel,
I know we'll be together someday.
You've been pulled away from me,
so I helped to push you back,
now I know what I lack.
I miss your arms around me,
and when I used to giggle.
I miss you touching me,
that always made me wiggle.
I know we'll be together someday,
I know fate will have it's way.
It’s our destiny.

wHeEeee!!

2004-09-17T16:10:00.000+08:00

hElOo!! i'M sTiLl siCK ACtuAlLi...gOnNA gET sORE tHRoAt sOoN i gUEsS..*sOBs* eiSshH..nEmiND..eRM..tOdAE..i gET AlONg wIT dAT 'hIM' oREdi...dUnNO iF hE'S stILl ANgRY wIT mE..*gRrR* kK...*bUAt bOdO sUdA*...eHk..tHIS iS wAD i dUN lYKE bOUt tHIS blOgGiE tHINg..pPl tAg nONsENSe At mA tAgbOARd..nOT hApPI cAN tOK fRONt2 wAD...tHEN sTiLl dUN wANt tO pUT dA nAME? hAhA! sCAREdy dOgG! hACkcAReE lARh bOUt tHIS pPl...mAYb thEY'VE gOT mENtAl pROblEMS oR sUMtiN liDdAt..fROM iMH i gUEsS..tHIs pPl ARE jUSt nOT wElCOMe hERE... **iNviTEd gUEsS** hAhA!! kAYZz...bOUt tOdAE...hMmM...oKAY..fYNE..lYK nORmAl~! *wINKS* oNli gEt mAD wHEn i rEAD thE tAgGERS tAg nONsENSE..wHeEE! thEN..i oSO diDNt gO fOR dA nCC tRAiNiNg toDAE..cOZ nOT fEelIN wElL...hM...sOo sAD..dUNt nOE hOW thE pAsSINg oUT pArADe rEhEARsAl wiLl b..nEMINd Ar...k AR..gOtTA gO tO thE kiTCHEN! sOoO hUNGRY!!

eISHhh...

2004-09-16T17:29:00.000+08:00

gRrrR...i'M siCK...diD Nt gO tO ScHOol jUSt nOW...sO bOREd... ARd 8.30 liDdAt mA mOM fOlLoWEd mE tO dA pOlYcliNIc..kiWAk...mANI pPl ...wAItED sOoO lONg fER mA tURn...sAW rAfiE tHErE tOo.. oSO siCK i gUEShH...hM...i WAs fEeliN sOoO wEAk..sO,tOoK A cAb hOMe jUSt nOW...tHIS yEAr rEAlLi *sUEy* ... i gOT sICk fEr oREdi 5 tYMeS..*eIShH* uSUAlLi..i dONt gEt SICk sO EAsilY...bUt dUNt nOE wHy AR thIS yEAR...hM...nVM AR..wAd tO dO rYtE...k AR..wAnNA rESt fER A wHIlE...chIAOS!

[i'M sOrRiE]

2004-09-16T17:27:00.000+08:00

I'm sorry that i loved you
I'm sorry that i cared
I'm sorry that i spent my life
Wishing you were there

I'm sorry I'm not good enough
Good enough for you
I'm sorry that i needed you
The way i always do

I'm sorry that i spent my time
Crying in my bed
I'm sorry that i spent my time
Screaming in my head

I'm sorry that you hurt me
Well that was a mistake
I'm sorry i didn't believe
That you could be so fake

I'm sorry that your sorry
And that there's nothing you can do
I'm sorry that I'm lonely
And broken hearted too

I'm sorry if i was obsessed
And loved you far too much
I'm sorry that you've gone
And i miss that gentle touch

I'm sorry that i thought
What you were thinking too
But most of all I'm sorry
That i fell in love with you

[wOOohOoO!!]

2004-09-15T23:00:00.000+08:00

whEeeE!At lASt mA blOg..bEtTA dEN bfORE rYtE..hEhE..bUT hAVEnt fiNISh yET Ar... wANtEd fiTRi tO hElp chANgE thE lAyoUT AftA sCH jUSt nOW At cOM lAb..thEN sTEWpid ARSehOlES plAYed sOME sONgs N dAT fARkiN EgG hEAd swITCheD oF eVRitIN! *gOSh* diDNt hAV dA chANCE tO dO ANitIN tO mA blOG jUSt nOW..! gRRr...sO AFtA dAt mE N mA fWENs wENt tO thE dANcE stUdIO tO sEE sOME oF 'EM prACtiSiNg fOR dA dANCe cOMPEtitiON..dEy dANcE rEAlLi wElL siA..*wINkS* dUnNO whERe tO gO AftA dAt...sO..gO hOME lARhz...bfORE dAt mE N mA fWENs gO mCdOnAldS fiRSt..sAW AisYAh N gANgA dER..siT wiT dEM fER A whilE thEN wENt hOMe..sO bOoRINgG..hEhEH..dEN oF cOZ plAE cOM..hEHe..ASkED A fEW oF mA fWENs tO hElP mE wiT mA blOG..thEN finAlLiE..*tAdAA!* nYCe oR nOT?? coOl rYTE? hAhA!cUtE hUH dA gARl..?hEhE..mWAhAHA! thNX AR fWENS! i stIlL wANt tO dO sUMtiN tO thiS blOg..pUt sUM piCTUREs..Or sUMtiN lidDAt.. pPl!! hElP mE oAiTE??hEhEh..k ARz..tiLl hERE dEN..sOo slEepY oEDiE...*yAWN*..bUbBOi..

hAiSh......

2004-09-14T20:43:00.000+08:00

hM...cAME bECk fRM sCh EArliE tOdAE..stRAiGht AWaE AftA sCH..wENt yEW tEe tO hAv mA lUNCh wIT pAN..tHEN rUShEd tO sCh AgAiN fER thAt siCkENiNG hiStOry sUpP lEsSON...i wAS lAtE fER clAsS! hAhA! lUCkiliE thAt hAlimAH sAid nOThiN..hEhEH! thEN ..gOt nOwHErE tO gO...sO...mE,zAF,eLlE,sORt n dOt wENt tO mCdOnAldS..zAF bOUght cOkE flOAt...*slURp!* yUmMY! AfTA sO n sO..i wENt stRAiGht hOME ..sO fASt sEyY rEACh hOME..uSUAlLiE gO hOME At 5 oR 6..bUt jUSt nOW..Ard 3.30..rEACh hOME oREDiEy..hEhEH! sO gOoD ! wOoHOO! hEY mA blOG iS sO uGliEy eHK...hAiSh...i hOpE sUMbOdY CAn hElP mE wIT thIS..sOWiE AR ..nOt iNtEREstiN Ar mA bLOg..mAyB wHEn i'V tYME..i'Ll tRY tO mAkE iT mORE iNtErEStiNg..wAkAKakA! hEhEH..tiLl hERE dEn gOtTA rEViSE mA sCH wORk..hAhA! *wINks*

2004-09-13T20:42:00.000+08:00

When you're not here to share my days and nights
My life is so incomplete
For you are my heart, my soul
The ‘oneness’ I had known to seek

Without you I merely exist from day to day
With you I know that I will find
All that I have been searching for
My completeness, my eternal peace of mind

You are the keeper of my dreams
The man who holds my heart in his hands
The one I want to spend my life with
The one with whom I will always stand

Stand beside through thick and thin
Through all that life will throw our way
Knowing that this special love we share
Will guide us, each and every day

This journey was started long ago
Before this time and place
The journey of completeness
As two hearts and souls embrace

Forever is what I want with you
For the search is at an end
Our hearts have found each other
As lovers, as soul-mates, as friends

kEePEr oF mY dREAmS.......

2004-09-13T20:18:00.000+08:00